What if I bend? What if I forgive and forget?
Forgiveness such a heavy word… full of magnanimity, kindness and peace.
But I don't want to be good... I want to be good!
I don't want to be the good boy, I want to be a happy person!
You betrayed me, you emptied me, you stepped on me... and now what?
To forget; Should I leave it behind?
Should I forgive you? Why please;
You deserve it; What did you do to deserve this?
I don't want to be a victim... I don't want to give you the chance to do it again.
What if I bend? What if I forgive and forget?
No! I will not have that role in our story. End.
My mind is about to break… it's all so confusing and contradictory.
I want to relax…
Better to forget… Better… to forgive… Me!
Me who gave, who shared, who felt, who was hurt by... by my own expectations. After all, what is wrong with you? You found and did it... I allowed you to do it, I was there receptive to your every mistake without limits... I will take the responsibility that belongs to me!
But me Yes! I have to forgive myself to calm down… I definitely deserve it!
And if this is the only way to move forward... I want to do it... for me!
As for you... Maybe at some point I will be able to forgive you or at least not hurt when I think about our history... Maybe you learned something from all this... I certainly learned a lot.
Did I win something after all?
Now that I think about it… Yes! And I learned and I won and I will move on!
I thank you for everything you taught me, even though I'm still struggling to forgive you... At some point I'll manage to do that too... but I'll do it for me, for my soul and not for you.
Forgiveness a word so heavy… full of magnanimity, kindness and peace…
It deserves to exist in my life... It deserves to live magnanimously!
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